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[20 Dec 2004|08:59pm] Hey everyone, I got a new journal. add me. Its friends Only, Sorry everyone! ___stars_cry___ ♥ 2 | //comment

Friends Only.. It's Personal [20 Dec 2004|08:59pm] [ mood | who knows ] [ music | Welcome to my life SP ] i;ve been real depressed lately.. i feel like i can't do anything right at all. at all. i screw everything up. things aren't so good in the house. i try to speak out.. but no one hears me.. same with my friends.. i'll talk and i'll get totally ignored. i feel as if i need a guy to make me happy.. and i know i don't and thta pisses me off cause i know i don't.. i know i don't. me and my sister are constantly fighting.. nonstop.. i feel as if i'm the runt of the family.. and i know y'all care.. i know y'all do. but i don't know.. its hard to believe everything. and after the church retreat i really didn't think this would have happened. but it did. i'm depressed again. i don't know how to escape it. i just need to go to the chapel and have some time alone with God. you know i'm trying to stay away from crushes.. cause i know they only lead to pain. there is no healthy relationship out there... i want one.. i do.. but i can't seem to find one. and i guess i'm gonna try to be closer with my friends... and about my family.. i don't know.. i need to talk to will. he's my lifesaver. and ashley.. or any of y'all.. i know y'all will be there for me.. i love y'all so much and i'm afraid to lose y'all. </3 tara p.s. that last comment doesn't mean i'm suicidal or anyhting cause i'm not.. i just feel like i'm drifting further and further away from y'all. //comment

[27 Jul 2004|05:02pm] [ mood | questionable ] [ music | 45 by shinedown ] The \\ Last Cigarette: never Last Alcoholic Drink: never Last Car Ride: 3 days ago haha Last Kiss: never... Last Good Cry: month ago Last Library Book: alas babylon Last book bought: eragon Last Book Read: alas babylon Last Movie Seen in Theatres: sleep over Last Movie Rented: secret window Last Cuss Word Uttered: damn.. but thats not really a cuss word Last Beverage Drank: sunkist Last Food Consumed: chips and dip yum! Last Crush: no comment Last Phone Call: umm like 10 minutes ago Last TV Show Watched: on air with ryan seacrest or "45" music vid. by shinedown Last Time Showered: today Last Shoes Worn: barefoot Last CD Played: david gentiles band Last Item Bought: gum Last Download: korn.. make me bad or sumthin lk that Last Annoyance: pop ups Last Disappointment: someone leaving Last Soda Drank: sunkist Last Thing Written: sunkist Last Key Used: t Last Words Spoken: yeah Last Sleep: this morning Last Ice Cream Eaten: wow... umm vanilla i think Last Chair Sat In: comp. chair Last Webpage Visited: cor's lj CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! //comment

[26 Jul 2004|05:15pm] congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything. You must be so proud which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla //comment

[26 Jul 2004|04:00pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | ave maris stella ] i would love to kiss you good night. Then wake you up in the morning's light. Bringing you, some breakfast in bed. Walking together in life, hand in hand. Traveling across the world just to see you. Racing time just to be with you. Wanting you to love me too. I will do any thing for you. just to hear you say "i love you too" how sweet?!?! //comment

HECK YEAH!!! [26 Jul 2004|11:45am] dude like this was like awesome! dunno WE ARE.....GETTING....A.....PIZZA..... How To Laugh WhenYou're High/Drunk CHICAW CHICAW CHICAW CHICAW!!!!!*SKWEAK SKWEAK* my toe is green.. mebeh not... but my hand is!! swish swish swish swish swish //comment

[25 Jul 2004|01:30pm] THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME: 01 | heights 02 | sharks 03 | growing up ———————————————————— THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH: 01 | Ashley 02 | Mikee 03 | Stefanie (but all of my freinds) ———————————————————— THREE THINGS I LOVE: 01 | singing 02 | family 03 | friends ———————————————————— THREE THINGS I HATE: 01 | bad singing 02 | hilary duff 03 | justin timberlake ———————————————————– THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND: 01 | people 02 | life 03 | why they call house plural houses- but mouse plural mice... why can't it be hice? or mouses?? yeahh!!! WHAT THEN!! ———————————————————— THREE THINGS ON MY DESK: 01 | 7 up 02 | c.d.'s 03 | aluminum foil... lol dont ask ———————————————————— THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW: 01 | doing this stupid thing 02 | talken to ashley 03 | listening to the beatles ———————————————————— THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE: 01 | find love and happiness 02 | travel to europe 03 | go to college ———————————————————— THREE THINGS I CAN DO: 01 | sing 02 | laugh 03 | sing ———————————————————— THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY: 01 | loud 02 | funny 03 | crazy ———————————————————— THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO: 01 | cheat 02 | steal 03 | other stuff ———————————————————— THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO: 01 | alternative rock 02 | rock 03 | metal ———————————————————— THREE THINGS I DON’T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER: 01 | your sibling 02 | rap 03 | pop ———————————————————— THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST: 01 | lol 02 | haha 03 | omigosh ———————————————— THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS: 01 | italian 02 | american 03 | strawberries!!! ———————————————————— THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY: 01 | water 02 | sprite 03 | water ———————————————————— THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID: 01 | barney 02 | muppet babies 03 | sesame street //comment

HoLa PeOpLe! [25 Jul 2004|12:22pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | The Beatles!!! MY FAVORITE BAND!!! ] well i havent written in this thing in a while- but like dont frickin bite my head off dude! ANYWAYS- yesterday was like frickin awesome! we went to my sisters rangerette show pracitce thingy- then we went to a family gathering for people with aniversaries or sumthing- and they had an elvis impersonator there- and i was like woah! scary! and he came to our table so i was like wtf?! and like yeah.. nice aint it?! then i came home and talked to people.. and thats when i was like woah! and they were like woah.... not really but its like woah! WOOOAAAHHH!!!! DUDE!!! (damn you brian for getting that word in our heads!) ANYWAYS right now im talken to ashee and its like woah!! woah woah woah!!! woah!!!!!!!!!! ANYWAYS ima go for now.. see ya later alligator! afterwhile crocodile!! Love always TaRa!!! //comment

WOO HOO! [16 Jul 2004|06:41pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | staind ] WOO! last day of babysitting! yay! lol man today i had alot of crap on my mind... saturday i might go to a bible study- i hope to and then sunday... i leave for camp... ima miss yall again!! :( but this time its only for 3 nights, four days.. but i'll miss yall bunches!!!!!!! well gotta go for now... talk to yall later! -TarA- 1 | //comment

sorry [15 Jul 2004|02:10pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | umm the stuff i said above.. lol ] hey peeps sorry about the journal entry below.. i think... lol i clicked the wrong button good going tara! anyways im listening to trapt, modest mouse, blink, static x, and some crap thats kinda scraing me lol you know what i want to hear?!?! coheed and cambria!!! lol anyways..... hmmmmm..... yes.... well... ima go for now t t y l ! ! ! Love always tara //comment

bored [15 Jul 2004|02:09pm] well im talken to some peeps right now... kinda boring though lol //comment

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